My stupid breaking heart

I hate my heart. It is always falling for the same guys over and over again. One in particular keeps capturing me under his spell and then telling me I'm like a sister. And then I go home and watch stupid romantic movies and bawl my eyes out because I just don't seem to be able to find someone who cares about me in that way. And I know it's just lust or hormones but does my heart really have to go for the guy that broke my heart over and over again. Anyway goodnight sweet dreams